I was bad to “my little puppy” last night, like Star Wars, which he loses every battle

I was bad to “my little puppy” last night, like Star Wars, which he loses every battle. But I decided to let that be; not sure how he felt since then, until I removed that chastisement in the spirit world earlier. My puppy Love is not this nice; he is very nosy, reptilian in his crush on me. I am not at his level of grossness, especially compulsive thinking, which is very annoying to me. He and his friends are weird, like lizards; it is annoying sometimes. When I want to reject people, and I am good at this, I make them hate me by the way I behave and talk, or I tell them straight to their face about why I don't like them. And to my ex, before I realized the Truth, I made up a story like I already loved someone else. 

My puppy love, I don’t know who taught him, but he always knows how to melt my resistance. However, I don't think I like his roller-coaster way; I think it is stupid, annoying, and a waste of time. Love God. 

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