I want to be loyal to the one I choose because I know he is chosen to build and inspire Heaven on Earth with me

I want to be loyal to the one I choose because I know he is chosen to build and inspire Heaven on Earth with me. I do not doubt my glorious future because I trust God 100%, and God is the truest Truth I have seen. Humans of this world are afraid of betrayal, and I know why. It is because of collective sin. But great people respect themselves; they make wise choices that make their lives Heaven-on-Earth, not suffering, confusion, and doubt. Heaven is where clarity and all other good qualities are. I am expecting my twinflame to have also gone through the healing and become at least an Angelic version, which I think he is. That is when unity is beautiful. Anyhow, I am a little sad because you don't seem to want to see me. I think I should meet M as my new friend, his spirit is also funny and loving. I don’t want to always feel lovesick like this; it can be uncomfortable at times. Love God and God’s People.