I didn't have experience in expressing my love until recently since I am being touched by his love

I didn't have experience in expressing my love until recently since I am being touched by his love. I know he has no experience in doing that either, but because of his anointed intuition, he fell in love with me since he first saw me and has been secretly following me everywhere since then. In my understanding, he wrote secret love letters and kept them to himself over the years. Practice makes perfect. Through expressing his love in writing, loyal/faithful, he did not give up and never stopped dreaming about the love that he does not know how to explain in human language. He would make things up just to get my attention and test my love for him but did not succeed until he decided to come closer. Energy doesn't lie, as he comes closer, I am immersed in the love frequency of him day and night to the point that I am addicted to being in love. One time when he was farther away than usual, I felt "cold" and missed his energy so much as if a beautiful loving part of me was not here. When he came back, I felt that wholeness of love/ home again. I don't believe much in other civilizations the way I believe in God; however, all other civilizations love me in the spirit world whether their physical being is connected with their spirit yet or not. The spirit always decides human destiny. When I first tried Tarot cards a day after using the Fruit from the Tree of Life, the one that let me try the Tarot cards experienced NDE in the past, and later I healed him from level 4 cancer when I entered the spirit world. The tarot card spoke to me, and I was surprised; later I randomly know( from an experience tarrot person) that is the highest level a tarot reader can get. The tarot stated exactly my journey that my seers also saw and told me. At the end, it says that I will meet my soulmate and we have already been together for lifetimes. I do believe in reincarnation; the second coming of Jesus is reincarnation itself. Did you know that? The first coming was the past life. Before the first coming was another past life in Heaven. May all have the right view to understand the Truth correctly, because you will not be free until you understand the Truth correctly.

I knew that we forgot our past life here on earth for a reason; for example, if you remember, it is not fun/advangerous anymore. Awakening is remembering. I did not expect love to be this beautiful. I don't know how much more beautiful it can get, but I am amazed at how sweet it unfolds before my eyes. The feeling of intimacy/heavenly embrace without even physical touch. How come he knows me as if he were the best love psychologist in the whole multiverse? I know he does not have any license in that; he has something better, the love memories that he carries with him, and he is one of the elite souls who can remember/connect with the Akashic Record( of course God always reveal pieces after pieces, we call that mystery). His intuition is not human; it is a high-level angel. They are rare, but they exist. I am one of those spirits, not exactly like him, but I am not just regular human for sure, and the angels around me know and see that.

I am surprised by the way he asked, "Are you happy with me?" "Do you miss me?" ... Those may sound simple, but to me, they are sweet and deep in a way that I don't know how to explain. I can feel the truth behind every writing and speech, by the way. I have never felt known like this. As if he were already being part of me and really knew me and really knew how to win my heart, though he had no direct experience in relationships prior, I believe. How interesting!

He is so patient in expressing his love, at first trying to understand me, then he found that he just needs to be genuinely himself to gain my love, and that is when it gets beautiful. To me, who he is is deep and angelic; that is how my seers always see him. I did, a few times back then, when I tried to look into his soul. All I saw was depth. Now I see it is the depth of his love and faith/devotion in love, the way God created him for God's beloved Daughter, hehe.